Tag: depression

• The problem with me

  January 10, 2025

  Sobriety

  Drinking wasn’t a going out thing for me. I hardly ever went out to drink places. I drank at home. I day drank, I drank at night, sometimes I’d even drink before noon. It became my normal. Even though I knew it was anything but. I felt so much shame from my drinking, yet I Read.

• A poem

  January 10, 2025

  Sobriety

  It felt like waves crashing against rocks, knots in my stomach that sent shocks Through my entire body that ultimately made me feel numb But not only numb, no, I felt dumb.  I knew that what I was doing was wrong, I don’t know what held me there for so long.  I didn’t see a Read.

• Do you ever just?

  January 9, 2025

  Sobriety

  Do you ever just feel so overwhelmed? I did, and still do. I used to solve all of my problems, though, by drinking until I couldn’t feel. On top of that, smoking so much weed that I couldn’t think. I was a “functioning” alcoholic. (If you could even consider it functioning lol). I really dug Read.